Friday, August 14, 2009

Never Easy

Is it really too much to ask for things in life to just be simple? Seriously, I don't need this right now. I don't want to move. I'm happy where I am. I can go to school for cheap and finally be something more then just an employee to someone else. I want a career. I'm sick of making 8 an hour plus tips. I love my little hovel in the woods, where no one can bother me unless I let them.

I'm sick of my husband not being able to make up his mind. I'm sick of him giving up and doing what's easy. Is he really going to do this every time he's unhappy? Because if he is, he's going to turn out just like his mother. I can't take it. I won't allow him let his own happiness be the only thing that matters any more. When do I begin to matter? When do our vows become a two way street?

When do I say 'enough is enough' and make myself matter to him?

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